Sunday, August 29, 2004

ok...im writing this cos i have absolutely nothing to do...yup...dats me all over...i spend weekends at home wif nth to do...pathetic rite...
hmmmm...yea i got an a1 for my chinese...hahahahaha...so happy man...its like...when i took e paper...i was like...calculation error?but...heh...76...not bad for someone who was struggling to pass last yr...from b4 to a1...muz be proud k...haha...but hopefully this wont mean my other sub not as good la...
ok...wad else...yea...2 band concerts coming up...haha...xiong man...one this sat...along orchard road...for some president's challenge thingy...den e other one e next sat...outside esplande...heh...lots of prac needed...but its fun la...hmmmm...after e common test den yesterday started playing again...wad sia...no stamina...haha...its like after 5 songs den wanna die liao...and there's 11 songs on e programme?...haha...oops...
ok went to church...and den all this stuff abt i and wad not la...im going like...wadeva...
hmmmm...dunno wad else to write...there's lots on my mind...in my heart...but its like...i dunno whether its safe to pour it all out here la...haha...dats e thing...i dun trust ppl...well...not for e heavy duty stuff or wad la...i neva could...O:

smiles @ 21:46.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

hey...ok...e MORE taxing exams r done n over with...left with lit and dnt...
hmmmm...phone n wallet kanna stolen on mon...damn sad lor...its like...wallet got lotsa stuff...my neoprint collection...!haha...though its not much...but i hardly take neoprints lor...den all my letters...poem from d...all gone...tsk...wads e thief gonna do with these stuff...?at least give it back la...impt ya'know...=(
yea and my phone...my contacts!!!yea la...its like...i neva stored nos any where else besides my phone...so its all gone...den there r certain contacts which cant be taken back...like a,wj...esp a?cos thot of like mayb dropping an sms in e future...to c if im still remembered...but its like...cant anymore...cos no one else dat i noe got e no...except k...and its gonna take some real explaination y i wan e no...haiz
i seriously dunno wad i wan...?cos its like...sometimes i tink of how good it is to have certain things happening to me...den minutes later i'll think of wad i cant have if dat thing happens...so its like...confusing...i cant decide...i neva could
oh yea ppl...kindly drop me a comment or so after u read k...i dun wanna feel like some looney toon here talking to myself...there's gotta b some 2-way conversation going on...

smiles @ 23:07.

Sunday, August 22, 2004

ok...tml's e start of common test...and im so not looking forward to it...c'mon man...who is?
s'pore's out of e olympics...i tink its really sad la...cos its like...send in e swimmers...badminton...table tennis and all e others...but left with only one hope of a bronze from e table tennis...which we lost juz a couple of hrs ago...ok la...swimming...its almost like...impossible to win anything...with ppl like e torpedo and his american rival...but still...den badminton...haha...thot could go far...had e potential...den out...so e pressure was on poor ljw...no wonder she counldnt make it...its like...all e pressure...tiredness...its very demoralising la...cos i tink all s'pore wans is something to make us proud of...something which shines n stands out......
haha...dun ask me y im talking all this crap la...i have no idea too...i juz speak wad's on my mind
another thing which bothers me is e misuse of many eng words...esp 'love'...its like...everyone use it as frequently as they use e word 'the' or 'a'...i mean...den it loses its whole meaning y'know?...it doesnt become this special word......
told ya i dunno y im writing all this...haha...but if u agree kindly comment so dat i noe im not e only wacko in e world who feels this way... :O

smiles @ 20:28.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

yup...end of e long weekend...5 days...!cool huh...haha..
well...im getting better...as in better in feeling good?ok...i'll rephrase dat...i'm feeling more happy more these days...haha...
hmmmm...it gets scary e way ppl juz trust others like nobody's business...to me...its impossible for me to do dat...yea...i mean...i cant even trust myself...much less ppl out there...its like...i keep thinking...wad if this person and i r not dat close after a while...its not like i can take back wadeva i said in confidence from dat person...so e solution?not say a word...pen and paper -> e best pals

smiles @ 21:57.

Saturday, August 07, 2004

im not exactly in a great mood...y...?dunno...
i mean its like...im alrite actually...den start to feel down...
and down...
and down...

smiles @ 23:23.