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Saturday, October 30, 2004

went to church today.everyting's e same.

haha.andy managed to pshyco bryan and zhenming to create blogs.haha.and they did.so cool.uh.ok wadeva.im officially done with my blog.yup yup.i actually wanted to shift the tables ard abit.den i realised dat after a few months of weeks maybe.i'll be switching to another skin.haha.so why bother.dun like it.too bad.

flying to perth on thurs.gonna miss 4 band pracs and 2 fridays n sundays.haha.hmmmm.

joel juz heard of the rumour abt my bro and yurong.and dats like 2 months ago news.?.ahaha.dat guy is so lac.but whether of not its true is still a mystery.haha.my ever studying bro has a gf.?.haha.dats kinda um.hard to imagine.

smiles @ 23:20.

artivity nite last night.it was.not bad.really.better den i expected.

sometimes i think i read too deep in people.how to say.?.like.think too much la.out of something small.oh well.


changing of skin in progress...duh.

smiles @ 20:27.
Wednesday, October 27, 2004

service-learning journey today for nkf.learn.?.more like cip.nth but sell pens and make ourselves look pathetic.started out with enthusiasm.den promised to start going back at 1130...at 11 we were already outside plaza waiting for the time to go by.haha.come on.u tink we'd give in to free labour.?.oh well.den it started raining.so we settled ourselves in mac's.but i gotta admit.those pens were cute.the kinds with figures on top of them.though i personally dun tink it'll last long.


artivity nite on friday.i tink abt half the class is going.its quite amazing to tink dat this is the same class i was in when i first stepped into dunearn and wishing i could get out.i guess these 2 years together really binded us tight.and im glad the class feel the same way. =D


i suddenly realised something.today there was rehearsal for artivity nite.tml is band practice.friday is the actual event.sat is band prac.sunday also band.dats 5 consecutive days of band band and band.


wow.on sunday i'll garauntee i'll sound like an air trombone.

smiles @ 20:22.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004

mind-map workshop.hmmmm.ok.its like.how often do u use mind-maps anyway.?.


went to causeway with e gang to watch cinderella story.yea yeah.its like.a super 'old' show.but we havent watched it yet.so why not.?.haha.did i mention dat micheal chad murray is super cute.?.haha.but oh well.it was a great movie.modern day cinderella story, complete with evil stepmother and stepsisters,and of cos a super hot prince charming.haha.but it's a real girls' show la.


i may be going to perth like next week.?.haha.i juz knew it.but im not sure if its confirmed.going to perth means missing holiday classes if the classes are for more den 3 days.perth.i dunno.


im thinking of changing my blog skin.for something a little more mature and cool den foreva bears maybe.?.yeah.foreva bears are cute.but.time to grow up.?.hmmmm.

smiles @ 19:56.
Monday, October 25, 2004

had inter-class games today.haha.it was great.the best.not only in results la.but the united-ness and class spirit too la.4 more days.and den we spilt.sad.2 years together.really built a great bond la.


so anw i had a great day.although i cant really claim much credit for the winning to the level's captain's ball.haha.im not very good as u can see...


basketball also a champion.won the final match by a golden goal.haha.i tink e4 wasnt very happy.cos i personally tink they're better den us.more calm and relaxed.but because of dat golden goal dat we won.oh well.


floorball got second.quite unfair la.its cos we drew at the final.so they counted the no of fouls.wads this.?.


soccer was the most disappointing one.we lost both matches.but anw i tink they did their best.considering the two matches were against teams we soccer players.so ya.


anw all in all i tink it was a great game for everyone la.so ya.


will miss u guys.loads.

smiles @ 20:03.
Sunday, October 24, 2004

3 days to my bro's bdae.haha.so stupid.i bought.ok.my mom bought a shoe bag for him FROM me.haha.for his bdae present.yup yup.so 'jian' rite.?.haha.but den on sat he went to sajc open house.and of all things they gave him a free shoe bag.hmmmm.so now wad.?.


i cant imagine wad's it like to have girls liking my bro.ok.for those who know him.like mel.and whoever.dun tell him i said this k.haha.i used to tink him as this nerd who studies alot (which still is kinda true now) n doesnt know how to be cool (um.not so now.) but i guess im starting to change my view of him.haha.as u can tell.i and him arent on very very close terms.so.but aneeway.i tink we're better now.or at least i hope so.haha.'zhang da le mah'...


i noticed dat i've been craving for stuff.ok.food.when i read my past few entries.haha.i tink i'll put on weight during e holidays.ok.scratch dat.i WiLL. dun laugh.juz wait and see.


smiles @ 20:24.
Saturday, October 23, 2004

saturday.


band.it was fun.tiring.missed it alot.feels great to be back. =D


went for aunty elaine's housewarming.though she's not actually staying in dat house.haha.hmmmm.


i read andy's testimonial juz now.and he described me as straight-forward.joel says im tactful.hmmmm.arent those two like opposites.?.


apple pie would taste good now.

smiles @ 23:20.
Friday, October 22, 2004

had first band prac since sept 11 yesterday.haha.now everything's back to its usual routine.happy.?.well.yeah.its fun in band and everything.but dat'll mean having to miss worship pracs on sats from now on.so.yeah.dats e down side.it'll be interesting,though,to see if this new committee works out.i tink it'll be really scary when it comes to my batch.cos it'll be like.taking over in april.?.dats really early.and like deborah said.e sec1s juz come in.plus its e syf year.hmmmm.

smiles @ 09:46.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004

got back um.some results today.it didnt go as bad as i expected la.im suprised actually.i didnt think dat those last minute hardwork would help.but hey.it paid off.


i was juz thinking off pregnancies lately.haha.dun get me wrong k.i'm not pregnant.but i was thinking of yvonne.wad is it like to have ur 1st child.?.imagine e joy when he/she finally comes out.but there's also the 'behind-the-scenes'part;and i dun mean that.i meant all the morning sickness and stuff.u dun usually portray dat to ppl when u see them do ya.?.haha.i wonder when yvonne's lil' boy will come out.cant wait. =D


i've got lots of craving for stuff lately.haha.now im craving for a lollipop. +o

smiles @ 20:47.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004

its a tuesday.exams are over.today's marking day.so its a school holiday.


and im all alone at home.


sad and pathetic rite.but hey.welcome to a loners world.


actually.i dun ind being alone.its like.its easier to think and sort ur mind out when ur alone.my mom always tinks my imagination's missing from my life.but hah.wait til she knows.


in a couple of days.bad will (hopefully.?.) start.ok.i know im not supposed to be questioning my enthusiasm.but somehow band these few days have been a chore.im like sooo not looking forward to it.?.wad with a (corrupted.?.) committee.and a looney teacher.wads e world coming to.?.


so i say.a solidary place all alone's still e best.
any takers.?.

smiles @ 15:16.
Saturday, October 16, 2004

saturday.


attending e beginning and end of lizzie's 21st birthday party at macs.yes.macdonald's.but it was quite cool actually.


learnt 2 new songs.haha.and once i got e mp3 i'll fall in love with them.haha.'majesty' and 'divine exchange'.yup yup.they're 'imagine'-like songs.so.haha.


it wasnt til i left macs when i realise i was craving for a mcflurry.


smiles @ 19:58.
Friday, October 15, 2004

had lit and cme papers today.


lit was ok. i could at least understand wad i was doing.


cme.?.hah.i have seriously no idea why there is a need for such and exam.do i need to know the main aim of the un.?.wad.on my resume for a job i'll put.i know the ain aim of the un.and i'll get e job.?.wow.if dats the way things work.


they say wad we learn we'll need it throught our lives.so wad.not like i'll use algebra to calculate how much groceries cost at a supermarket.?.sometimes i wonder how often we actually apply wad we learn into our daily lives.


oh well.aneeway.im still in love with the song 'i can only imagine'.haha.when i listen to it.its like.a fairytale song.a song dat puts u to sleep.in a nice way.


i have the sudden craving for bubble tea.

smiles @ 14:54.
Thursday, October 14, 2004

im bored


dun want to study


dun like maths


.


smiles @ 13:48.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004

science paper today.it sucks man.supposedly straightforward and easy.hah.who ya kidding.?.
i was like half way thru e paper.den i was like.why is the paper so long.i dun wanna do anymore...haha.wadeva la.i was really sick of science den.i must have used like half my brain cells juz doing dat dumb paper.and plus the stuff i learnt the night before.hah.waste my brain cells.waste my brain storage space.

smiles @ 14:22.
Sunday, October 10, 2004

i wrote in my previous entry dat i'd have a slack no-duty sunday today rite.hah.i wish.
so anyway i wasnt spared of the weekly routine.ended up i had to do more and got nervous more.ok.im not making sense.but wadeva.
hey.dun get me wrong.im not complaining.but im not exactly thrilled either.haha.so u decide.

smiles @ 20:05.
Saturday, October 09, 2004

its a saturday and i spent the day studying history.ok.it was supposed to be e whole day.but half thru e afternoon i gave up.anw i pretty much know wad the last couple of chapters are abt.i tink.
tml's yp sunday.haha.so cool.im gonna be 'off-duty' for once.no band no mixing.haha.finally.!.
happy mood.


smiles @ 20:08.
Friday, October 08, 2004

im getting nervous.haha.neva thot i'll say dat.but i am.i dunno why.i keep telling myself its only streaming.but all of a sudden it seems so important.so real.
i neva got stressed before.or if i did i didnt know.even for psle.it was like wasnt til e night before e first paper when i started feeling e heat.so feeling worked up now is kinda early.
i'm in a good mood these few days.except like last night and this morning when my good fren visited me.cramps and everything.but im fine now.im happy.i dunno.but i think dat my relationship with my bro is getting better.we talk alot more den before.when e only time we talked was when we were arguing and fighting.but now its like.when i ask him questions.he wont like look at me as if im some alien dat landed from mars or pluto.or worse still ignore me.so i guess part of my happiness is due to dat la.
e other parts.hahahaha.u dun have to know why.

smiles @ 14:57.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004

wednesday night.im supposed to be doing maths.studying for next week's finals.im gonna play game later.no motivation to study.e feeling is mutual in most of e ppl in class.so no big deal.
wad can i say.?.im juz plain lazy.
lol.

smiles @ 19:53.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004

i've been thinking alot abt music lately.hah.i've taken to listening music to sleep.and i realise dat dat's e time when i realise alot of stuff when i listen hard cos im not doing anything.i found out dat there's alot more to juz e singer singing e words.lots of stuff are going on in e background too.lots dat go unnoticed.i would listen and i'll go like.hey.dat sounded cool.and i'm not talking abt e melody or something dat can be heard easily.its something dat went unnoticed by me til i really listened hard.
we were having prac e other day.when the musicians started trying out lots of 'extras' and work on e instrumental.at first i was thinking.cool.but den i realised dat it wasnt very easily heard.its like.they can work so hard on it.but half e time.ppl dun notice it.they only hear or see e surface.
take another example.band.its like.halfway thru e piece.the instrutor would stop e band and work thru stuff with certain section.stuff dat can hardly be heard above everyone else.its like.one section could be playing a solo.but e audience dun noe it.ok.maybe not a long one.a solo can also be 3 notes long.its still a solo.but not everybody noes it.in e corp band i have a semiquaver solo.but i wonder how many ppl out there would notice.
i think all humans are superficial.we only see the surface.its only when we look deeper do we realise dat there's more below the surface.

smiles @ 14:37.
Monday, October 04, 2004

went with my younger bro to get his uniform measured and tailored.so cool.its like.wow.so fast and my lil' bro's going to primary school.its like.not too long ago he was screaming and crying all day.wait.dat was last week.!.neeway i wonder how he's gonna survive.ha.will he be bullied.or will he be e bully.ha.million-dollar question.
ben's making me learn html.so dat i can help him update e jericho website.wadeva.but i'll get to gain from it too.haha.when i learn.i can make my own templates.hmmmm.so maybe dat's not such a bad idea...

smiles @ 14:46.
Saturday, October 02, 2004

my elder bro and i had to cook our own dinner today.haha.
ok.so happily we went to e fridge to see wad leftovers there was.check here check there.ok no leftovers.oh no.ok so we decided to cook noodles.abt as simple as u can get.we boiled e water and threw in e noodles.den i had this crazy idea to fry nuggets and eggs.so i was happily frying den i realised e noodles was like.over boiling.haha.its not my fault.heh.my bro was supposed to be in charge of it.ok so nvm.we tried to take out e noodles.but it kept slipping out.so we tried all kinds of utensils.while e noodles was sitting there absorbing more and more water.becoming more and more translucent.haha.ok den my nuggets was like.nearly burnt and tasted like prata.i thot.nvm.so long as its edible.den i fried e eggs.u know how difficult it is to flip e eggs.?.haha.everytime i tried to e egg broke into two.by e time i was done.e eggs were in pieces.haha.
ah well.at least im full now.


smiles @ 21:14.

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