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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

school is starting in 6 days!
wahahahas.
cant help feeling abit excited la.
at least something to do besides staying at home.
and eating and eating.
i've been avoiding scales.
hahas.
i've definitely gained weight during the holidays.
i'll weigh myself again when i feel.light.
hahas.
which will be never.

went mac ritchie reservoir today.
to tryout the games planned for the sec1 orientation.
weird la.dont ask me why.
anyway.saw alot of monkeys.
hahas.
saw one with a baby in the.pouch thing la.
it was so cute.

smiles @ 20:16.
Sunday, December 25, 2005

hello people.
happy happy christmas.

i have a blister.
its red and painful.
all because of the school shoes i wore on friday.

okay.
went to indoor stadium for service today.
the music is like.wow.
and i love the red-haired woman's voice.
its so.wow.

had lunch at swensens at parkway after dat.
and while eating.the place blacked out.
hahas.it was weird.
and it reminded me of school.
ahhh.another week left.

bought the book phathom of the opera from mph today.
okay.my mom bought it.
but i chose to buy.err.let her buy.
hahas.i'm getting all literature-al soon.
my mom says my english is deproving.
HAHAS.

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you...

smiles @ 22:50.
Saturday, December 24, 2005

i'm all about you i'm all about us...

yes its coming back.
damn.
after half a year.
its supposed to go.
not come back.

went to town with the gang today.
went to hereen.
met the guys there.
then went off shopping.
or tried to.
hahas.
it wasnt a very productive afternoon really.
too many pple.
its hard to get things done.

but anyway.
after hereen we walked to paragon...
for bags.yeah.crumpler bags.
I LOVE THE PURPLE ONE !!!
but they're all so ex la.
we spilt up from there.
cos the guys wanted to go gaming.
although why they go all the way to town to lan...is beyond me.
its like some macho pride.
who "owns" which game.
wadeva.

so we girls went to toys r`us.
supposedly to get clare's spongebob thing.
in the end we were kinda like destroyers.
everything bindy touched dropped.
so we hurried out dat place.

got kinda stuck at paragon.
cos it was raining.
and paragon's like.isolated from everywhere else.
but in the end we decided to...brave the rain!!
hahas.which was reduced to a drizzle by the time we made up our minds.

so okay.
we crossed the road to taka.
grabbed something to eat...walked...shopped.
til serene had to go.
yup so me bindy and clare walked to cine where the guys were.
found clare's spongebob.
den went on a search for the guys.
we like.walked ard the whole place but couldnt find them.
then finally we spotted them thru the circle window.
hahas.
those private rooms are cool man.
can scream and shout all you want.
waited til the guys were done with their 2hr gaming.
then they wanted to eat.
so me clare and wesley left for home.

it was fun.
orchard wasnt really very well decorated to me.
just alot of music notes.
like.nothing special.
ohh well.
dont really feel very.christmassy.
maybe it comes with maturing.
hahas.
you dont get the same thrills you got last time...
when you were easily excited.

i wish a happy christmas...to me !!!
and you and you and you...

and you.

smiles @ 22:07.
Friday, December 23, 2005

im kinda hooked on to aaron carter songs.
hahahahas.
or bascially.any emotional song.
sung by a guy.
aaron carter.clay aiken.jesse mccartney.westlife.
im waiting for the day when someone would write a song for me.
hahas.okay.a chorus??
hey a girl's got wishes...
let me dream can?

Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me...

smiles @ 22:26.
Monday, December 19, 2005

sunday.
nothing much.
went to church.
got my wallet after dat.
im going to be SO surprised when i open my present on christmas.

waiting for my ipod to charge.
went blog-hopping.
looks like everybodys becoming everybodys friend.
and lots of things are happening.
and theres this like.
left out feeling.
its like.how come you guys didnt tell me??
but den again.
everyones busy leading lives.
even me.
so.no one to blame here.

its time i get my homework done.
and start some serious studying.
i dont know how much to aim.
maybe a 15 and below to start with.
and i'll work from there.

smiles @ 00:08.
Thursday, December 15, 2005

boring day today.
last band prac of the year.
confirmed some stuff.
others still uncertain.
my only comfort :
just 4 more months.

not dat im complaining okay...
its fun.
but when things aint really looking bright...
i wish to just pass it on to someone else
"hey ure turn now.good luck."

hahas.
i am SO evil.

anyway.
im going shopping with my mom tmr.
wahahahas.
christmas presents.here i come !!!

smiles @ 21:17.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005

had band today.
some things were made obviously clear.
but undoubtly everyones still upset.
and questions unanswered.
but oh well.
times change.things change.
live with it.

lunch-ed with bryan today.
oh yes.he wishes to be credited for you know what.
so okay.BRYAN LEE kinda saved me today.
in a way.
happy? XD

anyway.for the benefit of all you kaypohs
bryan and i have a purely platonic relationship.
which according to the webster's dictionary :

platonic : a close relationship between two persons
where there is NO physical nor sexual desire.

so dont send elaine to kill me.

speaking of elaine.she infected me.
so i shall infect others too.heh.

Rules of the game.Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself.
Then at the end of the list, 5 names that are in line to do this.

i'm gonna be infecting 5 pple.
i've changed phones 4 times so far.
i've shifted house 3 times.
i've got 2 weak ankles.
and 1 fragile heart.

passing on to : benjamin . carol . jethro . jing . yurong

smiles @ 20:44.
Sunday, December 11, 2005


before : so fair and white...


after : tanned and uh.black.


joined forces : armstrong and amunsen !!!

smiles @ 22:08.
Friday, December 09, 2005

long post today.
a couple of things to update.

okay first up : obs.
it was damn FUN.but tiring.
my watch is like.so cool la.
the first couple of days we were like.
hmm.girls' school.so different.
but anyway after dat we more or less like.
bonded la.hahas.
even the guys.
hahas.and chio bu rocks!

did kayaking the first day.
quite okay la.capsize.kayak here and there.
jing was like so cute.
she was like.huh how to do i forgot.
hahas.but yeah dat was abt it la.
slept in a tent.damn stuffy la.
and noisy.
you can like.hear wads going on in the next tent la.
cooked outdoor for the first time too.
the rice took like.so long to cook.
and in the end when we ate it it wasnt even soft la.
dat meal was like.euw.
and we made a mess out of everything.

okay second day.
we did the high element stuff.
practised climbing and belaying? and everything.
den did zipline.
i didnt know you just stepped out and go la.
den when chewyien said you can go i was like.huh just like dat?
and the log thing.
the spaces in between are like.huge.
bindy and serene did the more difficult one la.
and they reached the top! girl power!

left the campsite in the evening.
hiked for like 30 minutes to some beach like area.
the bag was like so damn heavy la.grr.
chewyien made us carry so much food.
and as usual.we pitched and cooked and ate in the dark.
and jinfu and aaron made milo dat they were so protective of.
we couldnt bathe at all la.
no toilet.have to pee in the bushes.
they even provided a shovel for digging a hole to shit in.
hahahahas.pathetic.

did trekking the whole of the 3rd day.
DAMN TIRING.
i have no idea why we have to like.
go all the way to some 'secret' garden
and den head like 4km to some reservoir
which was like so near where we started off in the first place.
but oh well.we did dat anyway.
backtracked a couple of times.
apprantly we hiked 12 km dat day.
and pulau ubin is only 8km in diameter.
it rained at night.
lightning.thunder.everything la.
quite scary.but cool.

on thurs we went for our sea expedition.
and got LOST thanks to our chio and chio-er instructors
who couldnt recognise the area
due to "overgrown mangroves".
the mangrove 'river' is more like a swamp la.
so muddy.and dirty.and disgusting.
kayaking out in sea was the best la.
especially like.the last part.
we were kinda against the current.
the there was like wind and everything.
and everytime a boat passed by we would be rocked by its waves.
tiring.but FUN.

slept in the tent again at night.
and joan's tent had like all sorts of insects in it.
the 3 of them came out screaming la.
so funny.

didnt do anything much on the last day la.
stock check and area cleaning.
we had to pay like 19.50 for loss of stuff.
and we cleaned the instructors toilet and cleared some shoes.
den went on to slack ard til it was our turn to buy stuff.
and den we finally got back to mainland at like 2 plus.
the secruity guard at the jetty squashed my cert while checking la.grr.
we took a bus without knowing where it leads to.
in the end we stopped at hougang and got onto a train.
ate at plaza sing since we had to stop over to take 190 home.
there we were like.back to civilisation! no chlorinated water !

but anyway.obs was fun la really.
while it was happening it seemed slow and tiring.
but now dat its done its like.hey it was fun.
except the mosquitoes.
we were like.live feed for these blood sucking creatures.

i survived the nights on the ground in the tent.
i survived the outdoor cooking.
i survived the 12km trekking.
i survived the 8hour plus of kayaking.
and i survived WITHOUT spraining my ankle !!!
celebrate !

okay dat was the fun part.
but heard bad news from the band la.
and yes it was like.shock?
it was all so sudden.too sudden.
i think neither the conductors nor us actually anticipated for this like.now.
and i think we at least deserve to know WHY.
so there it is.
no more conductor.no more concert.syf in 2007 ??
wad is everything becoming to ?!

smiles @ 21:21.
Thursday, December 01, 2005

band camp was tiring.
at least nothing major screwed up.
lots and lots of footdrills.
for a change.
hahas.

aint nothing much to blog these few days.
so yup.
i'll try to find something interesting to update.
soon.
hopefully.

smiles @ 20:29.

deeply loved

RACHEL
26`o5; child of GOD.

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