worship is a huge component in my life. maybe it's cos i've kind of grown up in the minstry. but i think if i was not in the ministry, i would not have learnt a lot of things. i love how lyrics can just jump of of the paper at times, and strike you hard. i love how you can be plugged into the ipod such that the music kind of becomes background music, until a certain part of a song just grabs your attention. i love how i can be in the toilet and a song just rolls around in my head. i'm certainly not the type of person who can sit still and absorb an entire sermon. or lecture as a matter of fact. i feel that i learn more about His word and His promises for me from songs. and it's so cool to see song lyrics appear as verses in the bible. don't seem to have that often nowadays though. i think i'm just super inclined to music. but not just any music, but particularly music in a worship band. i can sit at home and sing along to cds the whole day. during camp, i felt that i could go on for hours singing and praising Him. i think that's my dream job. to just sing worship songs to Him. what a life! haha. i should just die now, since that's what we'll be doing in heaven. :p
smiles @ 20:33.
one more week of attachment left! haha countdown. it's not that i don't like where i'm working at. the people there are really nice and i think i'll miss them. and the kids are adorable in their own way, although most of the times they dont want to listen to you. but i think i'll definitely miss them. haha but it's the waking up early in the morning and squeezing with the peak hour human traffic that makes it horrible. and the fact that i cant plan my weekdays cos the days are burnt working and there's so little playtime!
i think i should stop going around to different places. cos each time i feel the urge to volunteer or something so as to keep the contact. cos i'll feel really bad if i dont. especially since i've been seeing them like everyday for the past 3 months. but i've got to learn to say no, cos i only have 24hours in a day, 7 days in a week!
anyway, germany lost and is out of the world cup! :((((
let's all have a minute of silence and a day of mourning.
and eat tako pachi.
smiles @ 23:48.