it's been a really long time since i've been here. i don't even remember my password! :/ and everything looks different haha. wellllll. have kind of been driven back here by total boredom. well, boredom, and i guess a place to ramble and reminisce? but, shall trawl through my archives another night. when i'm really really bored again.
the boyfriend has just gone into army. it has so far been a very long 2 weeks. haha it's terrible, this feeling of interdependence. it's technically only been 4 days of not doing anything substantial (no assignments, presentation or camp) and already i feel like... :( it's going to be a really long two years. have taken to reading our letters and msgs, looking at photos, and playing with carebears before sleep. haha i know right.
i think inevitably, there's always thoughts of doubts. and fears. of the future and the unknown lol.
anyway, first book out tmr afternoon! hopefully it wouldnt drag out and i can go. have a feeling that i'll get to know the pasir ris area pretty well soon haha.
smiles @ 01:15.