Monday, May 30, 2005
sometimes.
things just dont turn out
the way u want them to be.
its like.i dunno.
i guess differences are really
a huge prob.
disagreements.fights.
misunderstandings.
all results of the differences...
the friction...
different thinking.
different interpretations.
its a vicious cycle.
its predictable.
its been a long month.
the right choice.?.
things just dont turn out
the way u want them to be.
its like.i dunno.
i guess differences are really
a huge prob.
disagreements.fights.
misunderstandings.
all results of the differences...
the friction...
different thinking.
different interpretations.
its a vicious cycle.
its predictable.
its been a long month.
the right choice.?.
smiles @ 20:51.
Sunday, May 29, 2005
go away.
and dat means you.
and dat means you.
smiles @ 21:59.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
bored.
and blogging.
for the sake of blogging.
found a bird flying ard the study just now.
yes.
a bird.
black bird with black wings.
gave me a shock la.
i was like.
err.theres a bird flying ard in the study.
and my family just laughed.
and blogging.
for the sake of blogging.
found a bird flying ard the study just now.
yes.
a bird.
black bird with black wings.
gave me a shock la.
i was like.
err.theres a bird flying ard in the study.
and my family just laughed.
smiles @ 21:28.
Monday, May 23, 2005
with recognition
comes responsibilty...
of which sometimes i wonder if im up to it.
sometimes.the things pple say...
i get affected easily.
i mean.
its so easy to get affected.
and change cos of wad they say.
ppl say.
'dont care wad ppl think.just be you.'
but wad if wad ppl say is true.?.
comes responsibilty...
of which sometimes i wonder if im up to it.
sometimes.the things pple say...
i get affected easily.
i mean.
its so easy to get affected.
and change cos of wad they say.
ppl say.
'dont care wad ppl think.just be you.'
but wad if wad ppl say is true.?.
smiles @ 21:13.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Sometimes i run
Sometimes i hide
confusion.?.
i dunno.
its just.
im like dat.
Take a deep breath
clear my head
We need some space between us
Fall the wall
and build a bridge
We need some space between us
Sometimes i hide
confusion.?.
i dunno.
its just.
im like dat.
Take a deep breath
clear my head
We need some space between us
Fall the wall
and build a bridge
We need some space between us
smiles @ 21:42.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
mid years were really:
bleah.
and the results were likewise:
bleah.
its scary sometimes.
how overly concerned u can be.
of the way pple look and think of u.
so much so dat it becomes like.
a priority.
well.dats gotta change.
poof.go away.
surprised at how some things turned out.
at how blind some pple could be.
hahas.
but i guess its not for me to judge ehs.
its not for me to dictate.
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
hope dats enough assurance.
hahas.
im going nowhere.
bleah.
and the results were likewise:
bleah.
its scary sometimes.
how overly concerned u can be.
of the way pple look and think of u.
so much so dat it becomes like.
a priority.
well.dats gotta change.
poof.go away.
surprised at how some things turned out.
at how blind some pple could be.
hahas.
but i guess its not for me to judge ehs.
its not for me to dictate.
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
hope dats enough assurance.
hahas.
im going nowhere.
smiles @ 21:22.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take
your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't wanna stay
But everytime you come too close
I move away
I wanna believe
in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me
move slow
There's things about me
you just have to know
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
I don't wanna be so shy
Everytime that I'm alone
I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that
you're the only one for me
I wanna believe
in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me
move slow
There's things about me
you just have to know
Just hang around and you'll see
There's no where I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you
-sometimes by britney spears
Like you can't take
your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't wanna stay
But everytime you come too close
I move away
I wanna believe
in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me
move slow
There's things about me
you just have to know
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
I don't wanna be so shy
Everytime that I'm alone
I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that
you're the only one for me
I wanna believe
in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me
move slow
There's things about me
you just have to know
Just hang around and you'll see
There's no where I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you
-sometimes by britney spears
smiles @ 20:33.
Monday, May 16, 2005
physics paper today was like.
alrite la i guess...
but i seriously think im gonna fail my sciences lors..
and this is so not good.
alrite la i guess...
but i seriously think im gonna fail my sciences lors..
and this is so not good.
smiles @ 21:23.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
physics.paper.tml.
hahas.
my latest class test was like.
2 out of 10.?.
and 13 out of 30...
so.hahas.
this is not good.
but its ok.
hahas.
i must still bring
joy and laughter to the world...
=D
things are going.great.
hahas.
somehow i feel dat.
alot of mental and emotional barriers are broken...
yeah.i feel.vulnerable.
but i guess.
trust...
hahas.
my latest class test was like.
2 out of 10.?.
and 13 out of 30...
so.hahas.
this is not good.
but its ok.
hahas.
i must still bring
joy and laughter to the world...
=D
things are going.great.
hahas.
somehow i feel dat.
alot of mental and emotional barriers are broken...
yeah.i feel.vulnerable.
but i guess.
trust...
smiles @ 22:19.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
chem paper was a disaster.
hahas.
see.
i knew i had to be worried.
but oh well.
its already been done.
and thankfully.
the whole class shares my exact sentiments.
maths paper one today.
it was do-able.
hahas.
so im worried for it.
lols.
bio paper tml.
another cause for worry.
hahas.
i neva know whether im done studying.
cos i tink i am...
den i go to school...
and everyone brings up different ques...
all of which i am.
huh.?.
seriously.
i tink msn just doesnt like us.
ok.
maybe we're the tempramental ones.
but its always and always on msn.
dont get me wrong.
i love msn.
its a great way for communication.
but somehow.
juz not between us.
hahas.
see.
i knew i had to be worried.
but oh well.
its already been done.
and thankfully.
the whole class shares my exact sentiments.
maths paper one today.
it was do-able.
hahas.
so im worried for it.
lols.
bio paper tml.
another cause for worry.
hahas.
i neva know whether im done studying.
cos i tink i am...
den i go to school...
and everyone brings up different ques...
all of which i am.
huh.?.
seriously.
i tink msn just doesnt like us.
ok.
maybe we're the tempramental ones.
but its always and always on msn.
dont get me wrong.
i love msn.
its a great way for communication.
but somehow.
juz not between us.
smiles @ 20:05.
Monday, May 09, 2005
had ss/geog paper today...
i could do it.
which makes me worry.
hahas.
chem tml...
calculations are fun...
if u know how to do them.
hahas.
i tink i know.
which makes me worried again.
hahas.
yes.nonsense.
i was observing a couple of kids
running ard in church yesterday...
hahas.
i wasnt too sure...
but it seemed like the catcher
had some serious dislike for the runner
and refused to catch the others...
so it kinda looked like they were chasing the catcher
who was chasing the runner.?.
um.
hmmmm.
hahas.
yes.another nonsense.
we are very um.
temperamental ppl.
if dats how u spell it.
but yeah.
dont ask me why.
msn is so not a good place for our conversations
and at night is so not a good time...
i could do it.
which makes me worry.
hahas.
chem tml...
calculations are fun...
if u know how to do them.
hahas.
i tink i know.
which makes me worried again.
hahas.
yes.nonsense.
i was observing a couple of kids
running ard in church yesterday...
hahas.
i wasnt too sure...
but it seemed like the catcher
had some serious dislike for the runner
and refused to catch the others...
so it kinda looked like they were chasing the catcher
who was chasing the runner.?.
um.
hmmmm.
hahas.
yes.another nonsense.
we are very um.
temperamental ppl.
if dats how u spell it.
but yeah.
dont ask me why.
msn is so not a good place for our conversations
and at night is so not a good time...
smiles @ 21:02.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
i hate studying.
did i tell u guys dat before.?.
well yeah.
i seriously loathe studying now.
exams...tests...
in the end.
they're all juz papers...
hahas.
im juz in a um.
pre-exam mode.
im supposed to be studying like.
24 hours a day now.
but i cant even keep still for wad.
half and hour.?.
things are so.
crazily-perfect.
apart from the exams.
hahas.yeah...
dat sometimes i wonder
if it'll all be juz a joke...
or in the future
will i look back and think.
yeah.it was a good time......
did i tell u guys dat before.?.
well yeah.
i seriously loathe studying now.
exams...tests...
in the end.
they're all juz papers...
hahas.
im juz in a um.
pre-exam mode.
im supposed to be studying like.
24 hours a day now.
but i cant even keep still for wad.
half and hour.?.
things are so.
crazily-perfect.
apart from the exams.
hahas.yeah...
dat sometimes i wonder
if it'll all be juz a joke...
or in the future
will i look back and think.
yeah.it was a good time......
smiles @ 21:23.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Everyday is a new day
And I don't have to pretend
All my friends think I'm crazy
But I don't want this to end
When I have the chance
I wanna say to you
Wishing I could take back
What I put you through
I'll never do it again
We're like oil and water
Still we somehow mix
And what used to be broken
Is somehow fixed
It's hard to explain
I know some people say
That opposites attract
If that's the truth then we
We will be together forever
It's like I got nothing to do
But think about you
I've got all the time in the world
If you look in my heart
You'll know from the start
That's its all I can do
Not to think about you
I gave you good reasons
To walk out that door
Let me tell you I've learned a thing or two
And I'm so amazed at the things you do
Now dont let me go oh no
I know some people say
That opposites attract
If that's the truth then we
We're meant to be together forever
It's like I got nothing to do
But think about you
I've got all the time in the world
If you look in my heart
You'll know from the start
That's its all I can do
Not to think about you
-all i can do by jump5
And I don't have to pretend
All my friends think I'm crazy
But I don't want this to end
When I have the chance
I wanna say to you
Wishing I could take back
What I put you through
I'll never do it again
We're like oil and water
Still we somehow mix
And what used to be broken
Is somehow fixed
It's hard to explain
I know some people say
That opposites attract
If that's the truth then we
We will be together forever
It's like I got nothing to do
But think about you
I've got all the time in the world
If you look in my heart
You'll know from the start
That's its all I can do
Not to think about you
I gave you good reasons
To walk out that door
Let me tell you I've learned a thing or two
And I'm so amazed at the things you do
Now dont let me go oh no
I know some people say
That opposites attract
If that's the truth then we
We're meant to be together forever
It's like I got nothing to do
But think about you
I've got all the time in the world
If you look in my heart
You'll know from the start
That's its all I can do
Not to think about you
-all i can do by jump5
smiles @ 14:59.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
seriously.
sometimes i feel like im a
counsellor.
unpaid counsellor.
im juz any human like u guys.
im not even 15 yet.
how much do i know.?.
dont get me wrong.
i love helping u ppl.
sometimes i feel like its a vocation.
something i want to do later in life.
but whos gonna help me.?.
whos gonna be my model answer sheet.?.
im juz an ordinary little girl...
sometimes i feel like im a
counsellor.
unpaid counsellor.
im juz any human like u guys.
im not even 15 yet.
how much do i know.?.
dont get me wrong.
i love helping u ppl.
sometimes i feel like its a vocation.
something i want to do later in life.
but whos gonna help me.?.
whos gonna be my model answer sheet.?.
im juz an ordinary little girl...
smiles @ 20:20.
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
life's perfect.
hahas.
yes.im happy.
content.
delirious.
um.
happy.
=D.
hahas.
yes.im happy.
content.
delirious.
um.
happy.
=D.
smiles @ 21:41.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
on a monday i am waiting
tuesday i am fading
and by wednesday i can't sleep
then the phone rings i hear you
and the darkness is a clear view
'cause you've come to rescue me
fall, with you i fall so fast
i can hardly catch my breath
i hope it lasts
it seems like i can finally
rest my head on something real
i like the way that feels
it's as if you know me better
than i ever knew myself
i love how you can tell
all the pieces, the pieces
the pieces of me
i am moody and messy
i get restless and it's senseless
how you never seem to care
when i'm angry, you listen
make me happy, its your mission
and you won't stop till i'm there.
fall, sometimes i fall so fast
when i hit that final crash
you're all i have
how do you know?
everything i'm about to say
am i that obvious?
and if it's written on my face
i hope it never goes away
on a monday i am waiting
by tuesday i am fading
into your arms
so i can breathe...
it seems like i can finally
rest my head on something real
i like the way that feels
its as if you know me better
than i ever knew myself
i love how you can tell
all the pieces, the pieces
the pieces of me
-pieces of me by ashlee simpson
tuesday i am fading
and by wednesday i can't sleep
then the phone rings i hear you
and the darkness is a clear view
'cause you've come to rescue me
fall, with you i fall so fast
i can hardly catch my breath
i hope it lasts
it seems like i can finally
rest my head on something real
i like the way that feels
it's as if you know me better
than i ever knew myself
i love how you can tell
all the pieces, the pieces
the pieces of me
i am moody and messy
i get restless and it's senseless
how you never seem to care
when i'm angry, you listen
make me happy, its your mission
and you won't stop till i'm there.
fall, sometimes i fall so fast
when i hit that final crash
you're all i have
how do you know?
everything i'm about to say
am i that obvious?
and if it's written on my face
i hope it never goes away
on a monday i am waiting
by tuesday i am fading
into your arms
so i can breathe...
it seems like i can finally
rest my head on something real
i like the way that feels
its as if you know me better
than i ever knew myself
i love how you can tell
all the pieces, the pieces
the pieces of me
-pieces of me by ashlee simpson
smiles @ 19:37.