Monday, April 24, 2006

i fell down today.
HAHAS.
and i thought i was getting less clumsy.
i really dont know wad happened la.
i was walking.
and suddenly i wasnt.
ans its not like i fell flat on my face or anything
i just grazed my knee
but it hurts like crazy.
even i was surprised.

when i was young i used to cycle down this slope
back then i was just a noob cyclist
so naturally when i came down i was nervous
lost control, fell, bled, cried.
i was like.7 then?
at the age where in only situations which inflicted
physical pain did i cry.

so anyway yeah.
went home trying to salvage my pride
or wadeva that was left of it.
hahas.
then bathed.
WATER! its like.AHHHH.
after that i just sat on my bed and sympathized myself.
hahahahahas.
okay so im just a girl who had a little cut
let me whine for now can?

politness masks what really lies within.
its a safer way to go.

smiles @ 21:31.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

heard this on my way to school today.
its one of n'sync's songs that is worth listening
to.sentimental. (:

When the visions around you
bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you are secret and lies
I"ll be your strength I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call was standing here all along

And i will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'til the day my life is through
This I promise you

I've loved you forever in lifetimes before
And I promise you never will you hurt anymore
I give you my word I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow forever has now begun

Just close your eyes each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away '
til the day my life is through
This I promise you

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be livin' at all

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'til the day my life is through
This I promise you
Just close your eyes each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
I promise you

-this i promise you by n'sync.

http://h1.ripway.com/9018054/07Track07.m4a

smiles @ 21:20.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

it was a sentimental passing down
like all passing downs.
pple cried...its hard not to la.
these 'juniors' that used to be 'childish' and all
have suddenly grown up
and rising up to responsibility
its just.undescribable.
to see the faces of unexpected joy,
the tears of happiness
which at the same time
were the tears of 'i'll miss you'
it just touches you.
after reading the little gifts
and 'tokens of appreciation'
i'm glad that i have done my duty well
and glad that i actually came to dunearn
and be part of this great family.

i hope you guys are crying now.
hahas.
dmb you rock,
and will continue rocking.
(:

smiles @ 22:19.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

no man can be an island.
technically and physically impossible.
wheres the sand and the tress etc.?
mentally.its challenging.
you've got the temptations and distractions
if you're trying to be one.
and even if you can be one
society wont allow you to.
how to be anti in this world?

okay that was just.bleah.
just a thought.

'reprimanded' the band today.
felt good.
hah.SADDIST.
but seriously.its getting bad
wake up please.

you irrate.stop irritating.

smiles @ 22:35.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

it wasnt til today that i realised speech day is the week after.
thats like.
another 24 x 11 hours to get the sec1s in shape
another 11 days to pass on wadeva i can to the next batch
another 1 1/2 weeks with the band
another 6 practices to get them to rmb ME. (:

hahas.
i'll start drafting my farewell speech now.

i thought you cant fool me
but i guess i got fool-ed

smiles @ 20:52.