Saturday, April 16, 2005
friends.
yeah i know they'll always be there
and everything...
but sometimes.
there are like.stuff which.
hmmmmm.
its not like.
i dont want to share or wad la.
its juz.
sharing with many makes me...
vulnerable.
cos i neva know wad will happen...
like.if our friendship will be that strong
after like.years.?.
i have difficulty trusting.
i guess some stuff are worth the wait...
but yeah.i have no patience.
i want things done.
i need assurance.
i need security.
which is why for this...
im at crossroads.
i have no guarantee
if something would come out of it...
its not dat i dont wanna let go...
i juz cant.
trust.assurance.security.
is it too much to ask.?.
yeah i know they'll always be there
and everything...
but sometimes.
there are like.stuff which.
hmmmmm.
its not like.
i dont want to share or wad la.
its juz.
sharing with many makes me...
vulnerable.
cos i neva know wad will happen...
like.if our friendship will be that strong
after like.years.?.
i have difficulty trusting.
i guess some stuff are worth the wait...
but yeah.i have no patience.
i want things done.
i need assurance.
i need security.
which is why for this...
im at crossroads.
i have no guarantee
if something would come out of it...
its not dat i dont wanna let go...
i juz cant.
trust.assurance.security.
is it too much to ask.?.
smiles @ 21:13.