i feel.
like such a player.
its like.
im tarzan...
jumping from tree to tree.
i dont wanna sound like
im making excuses or wad la.
but some stuff.
really cant be controlled.
and some stuff...
i guess.are just meant to be.
yeah i know its difficult to understand
cos i dont know wad im bullshit-ting now either
i guess.nows just not the time.
and if its not understood..
or accepted...
i understand.
cos i dont expect it to.
smiles @ 20:21.