Saturday, October 08, 2005

im into chinese songs now.
hahas.YESH.
totally unbelievable?
but oh well.
i realised i DONT dont know wad they're talking abt.
in fact.i quite understand.
hahas.
so anw.yups.
into them.
for NOW.

exams up ahead.
did i mention dat its really SCARY?
hahas.
im not gonna go into dat again
so u guys can continue reading on.

im getting really...PETRIFIED over my music.
i failed my grade 6 practical by 5 marks.
damn la.gotta go in for at in feb again.
and i played the same songs for my mep practical.
does dat mean i fail dat too?
and music eoys probably aint good too.
i didnt write in ternary form.
and the music is javanese.
AHHHHHH........................

i know.
this is kinda a week late reaction.
i took my paper last friday.
but i just received news on my practical today.
which triggered this chain reaction.

was talking with gt yesterday
and we were talking abt then and now...
the toys we used to play..
the carefree life we used to live..
or rather i used to live.
he's no different from before.
or so he claims.
we even got round to discussing weights.
hahas.
28kg at 10 !!!
crazy boy.
to think he came to this world at 6 kg
weighing like.twice the weight of a NORMAL baby.

ok im degressing.
but anw the point is.
i started to think back of yeah.
how different it is now.
to have all the choices laid before you...
each with pros and cons..
and its like.
"if i choice this path...will i regret?"

life is so full of "what ifs"...
"if onlys"...
but one thing gt said struck me...
"the thing is to not worry..."
but alas.
dats just SO difficult to do.
but a mental note taken there.

smiles @ 20:54.