Tuesday, October 25, 2005

pissed?
no.
more of a resolution.
yeah something like dat.

im not gonna be this random girl
dats easy to pushover...
easy to win over...
cos it aint worth it to play nice girl.
to always smile and say im fine
to put up this perfect world
to put up this facade.
deep down behind the mask
its shattered.lost.confused.
the girl dat seems happy...cheerful...
is the same girl dat walks home alone...a loner.

you know in those storybooks.
when you read and its so easy to pick out
the guy dat the character shld choose...
and will end up with an the end...
dat u cant help screaming
man its so obvious !
but the author just loves to bring u thru wad the character's thinking
the what ifs and shld haves
dat you start getting impatient.

but what happens if reality was just like dat character in the book?
its so easy to pick out the right one from a third person's view...
but wad if ure actually in it.
its totally different.
its absolutely difficult.
and ure not assured of a happy ever after.

wadeva.
im not gonna wait for someone to save me
like cinderella or snow white.
im perfectly independent.
i will not subject.

i can slay my own dragon
i can dream my own dreams
my knight in shining armour is me
so im gonna set me free

smiles @ 21:09.