Saturday, May 03, 2008
i'm feeling confused and strange and relaxed and yet i know i have stuff to do and a whole bunch of other emotions.i don't like it.i want to be able to categorise my feelings.you know, like those mood-o-meter thingys.
i've been pretty mood-swing-y the past couple of days.haha what's new right?but i don't know.it's quite irritating sometimes.like i'll be perfectly happy and then after something happens i'll be super upset.AND I DON"T KNOW WHY.then i feel bad cos my friends will be like, "are you okay?don't think about it la." when actually, it doesn't really bother me at all.
auditions on next saturday.disgusting things.though yeah i do see why they want to hold it and all, but it doesn't mean i like it.
i've been eating alot.and most of the time i'm not exactly famished.i'm growing fat.fatter.
Lots of things have changed.some for the better, some not so.and some...just makes me confused.i don't know anymore.i thought i did, but i guess i don't.
haha.
a starfish is not a fish.
i've been pretty mood-swing-y the past couple of days.haha what's new right?but i don't know.it's quite irritating sometimes.like i'll be perfectly happy and then after something happens i'll be super upset.AND I DON"T KNOW WHY.then i feel bad cos my friends will be like, "are you okay?don't think about it la." when actually, it doesn't really bother me at all.
auditions on next saturday.disgusting things.though yeah i do see why they want to hold it and all, but it doesn't mean i like it.
i've been eating alot.and most of the time i'm not exactly famished.i'm growing fat.fatter.
Lots of things have changed.some for the better, some not so.and some...just makes me confused.i don't know anymore.i thought i did, but i guess i don't.
haha.
a starfish is not a fish.
smiles @ 21:52.