Sunday, June 07, 2009

back from leader's retreat at william booth from friday night.it was okay la, like an extended, no time deadline leader's meeting in a home setting.amelia is soo paranoid!she was like, is the blanket clean?is the pillow clean?ahhh i don't like the toilet!!!really really tired now, didn't sleep much.and i blame meanie yurong!cos she brought in ritz biscuits while we were going to sleep and tempted us to eat.then amelia and cheryl couldn't take it and went in search of more food.and it was already like 2am.so the whole of today my head was just pounding.from the internal heat, external heat, the lack of sleep or the lack of fresh air...i don't know.anyway after the whole thing ended, went to watch terminator at jurong point.haha yes, seriously just asking for it.and the show was so loud!mel minghui and i were like spending half the time covering our ears.the show was okay la.realised that i've been watching shows that i have no idea what the plot is beforehand.

so yes i need to sleep now, or it may be more than just a headache tmr and then my mom would nag me to death.leaving on a jet plane like three days from now...so not looking forward to the plane journey :(

There is no one like our God

i think i don't know what exactly i'm doing and what's my plan.although maybe i can hold out till i stop in july and then that'll be the end of it.i think right now it's just feigning ignorance till i can trust myself be in complete control.and absorbing myself in the other where i should have stayed right from the start.

smiles @ 00:53.