i don't update my blog regularly. and honestly, i have thought of shutting it down many times. or just leaving it and not update it. but it's constantly on my list of frequently visited websites so i always see and and so i always end up going to my page. and then i'll tell myself it's time to blog. and then i'll think, but i have nothing to blog about/i have nothing interesting to say/can be said. and so i'll blog hop a bit to the regular bloggers' blogs and wish i had just an exciting life.
but now here it is, still alive nearly 5 years since its creation. not even a change of blog url, just many fickle changes in skin. i don't know, but though i don't update it regularly and it seems like i don't care abt it, i think somewhere i'm kinda attracted to this thing. or rather, i'm proud of myself having this last for so long when everything else that i've tried to keep going always seem to fail. and i guess once it's gone on long enough, you can't really let go even though it seems like the most reasonable rational and logical thing to do.
PATIENCE, yes i can.
a blog post about really nothing at all.
smiles @ 21:33.