Monday, May 24, 2010
i didn't intend to come online tonight. Ever since i started attachment, i've probably eaten dinner at home at an average of once a week. cos work ends at 6, on two of my weekday nights are spent on tuition, and another two in church. and by the time i get home, i bathe, read awhile, and go to sleep.
BUT, i realised that i needed to send minjie the photo he has been chasing for the yog thingy. so i came online intending to send it and go off. but you know, email checking is addictive. and totally the wrong move if you don't want to spend a long time online. haha. emails lead to facebook which leads to games and leads to blogs. haha, actually i decided to go visit blogs cos i havent been visiting for sometime. and then i decided that i should blog too. so here it is.
pictures of the day(s)...
haha, if you can't already tell, we were trying to pull off that 'tv season' official photoshoot shot. haha you know, the kind they get the actors to all sit/stand/pose in some really cool way and they take a season photoshoot. i think only the last one looks the closest though. haha i was inspired to put up these random pics after saturday's band bbq at jolene's place where we tried to pull it off at the playground. didn't work, haha.
holding on...to what, exactly?
perhaps i was too idealistic then.
BUT, i realised that i needed to send minjie the photo he has been chasing for the yog thingy. so i came online intending to send it and go off. but you know, email checking is addictive. and totally the wrong move if you don't want to spend a long time online. haha. emails lead to facebook which leads to games and leads to blogs. haha, actually i decided to go visit blogs cos i havent been visiting for sometime. and then i decided that i should blog too. so here it is.
pictures of the day(s)...
haha, if you can't already tell, we were trying to pull off that 'tv season' official photoshoot shot. haha you know, the kind they get the actors to all sit/stand/pose in some really cool way and they take a season photoshoot. i think only the last one looks the closest though. haha i was inspired to put up these random pics after saturday's band bbq at jolene's place where we tried to pull it off at the playground. didn't work, haha.
holding on...to what, exactly?
perhaps i was too idealistic then.
smiles @ 22:54.
Monday, May 10, 2010
random pic of the day!
haha. i think this was the best pic of our us trip. (:
aaron perfected the art of zi pai-ing for all of us. after many failed attempts. haha i think tim wanted to die from taking and taking and taking photos. but after that, all our group shots from then one was basically in this same position haha. i like the way the tower sticks out behind us. like in a very artsy angle. and this was taken at some university that we visit, not exactly a very significant place.
i'm starting my attachment in like another 8 hours, and i'm still here blogging! sigh, the more i think of it, the more sian i feel. :(
can never underestimate the power of physical presence.
i'm wavering.
haha. i think this was the best pic of our us trip. (:
aaron perfected the art of zi pai-ing for all of us. after many failed attempts. haha i think tim wanted to die from taking and taking and taking photos. but after that, all our group shots from then one was basically in this same position haha. i like the way the tower sticks out behind us. like in a very artsy angle. and this was taken at some university that we visit, not exactly a very significant place.
i'm starting my attachment in like another 8 hours, and i'm still here blogging! sigh, the more i think of it, the more sian i feel. :(
can never underestimate the power of physical presence.
i'm wavering.
smiles @ 00:13.
Friday, May 07, 2010
NOT STUDYING ANYMORE...
haha. happy girl! :D
i tried to think back to the last fight/argument i ever had with anyone. and you know, i really can't think/remember of any. i mean, yeah there have been times when i was upset and angry and grumpy, but all of those times were more or less over small trivial things that somehow just irritated me when i'm moody and at that time of the month. but i really can't remember a time when i argued with someone about a certain view or value or belief. i don't know if it's because i don't really stand firm on the values i belief in, or just that i'm peace-loving. aha. i know most of the time if i don't agree with something, i'll say my opinion, and then add something like, "but that's just my view la." and then we'll usually just shrug it off and move on to other topics of conversation. mmm. i think there are certain values and beliefs that i do hold quite firmly onto, but i guess i've never really had someone whom i really wanted them to share the same value and belief as me such that i'll argue to get my point across. i think most of the time i'm more like, it's okay, you're entitled to your own opinion.
i guess in some sense, i'm fortunate and...blessed? in that i don't see the need for people to agree with me. but in some way, i guess that's not really good also. err, yeah. so like, it's not really a challenge for me to work with people i guess haha. i think God challenges me in a different way. i think i'm a very complex person. complex and confused haha. like, i really do care about what people think of me actually, but yet. i don't just agree with people all the time either. at least, i don't think i do haha. i think i don't know myself very well.
oh well. just some thoughts rolling around in my head. roll roll roll your boat.
exams are over! i just started my holidays today, and tomorrow will be my last day of holidays, if you don't count the weekends :( haha. i start my placement on monday. i'm...ambivalent about it actually. like, i first thought it'll be so fun and exciting. BUT. now i know i need to write a report at the end of it, and attend classes in school too. like special sem laa. plus going on attachment is like having a job, meaning that my days are gone! mmm. okay la, i shall cheer myself up. at least for the next two years i can just take 4 modules per sem. (:
i think it's very easy for things that you do often for a long time to become routine and 'responsibilities'. i don't want to lose the passion.
i want to be a warrior!
a couple of things still left hanging in the air unsolved. can only wait i guess. haha. life isn't perfect, but i shall choose to be contented with what i have. :D
haha. i like the triangle analogy.
haha. happy girl! :D
i tried to think back to the last fight/argument i ever had with anyone. and you know, i really can't think/remember of any. i mean, yeah there have been times when i was upset and angry and grumpy, but all of those times were more or less over small trivial things that somehow just irritated me when i'm moody and at that time of the month. but i really can't remember a time when i argued with someone about a certain view or value or belief. i don't know if it's because i don't really stand firm on the values i belief in, or just that i'm peace-loving. aha. i know most of the time if i don't agree with something, i'll say my opinion, and then add something like, "but that's just my view la." and then we'll usually just shrug it off and move on to other topics of conversation. mmm. i think there are certain values and beliefs that i do hold quite firmly onto, but i guess i've never really had someone whom i really wanted them to share the same value and belief as me such that i'll argue to get my point across. i think most of the time i'm more like, it's okay, you're entitled to your own opinion.
i guess in some sense, i'm fortunate and...blessed? in that i don't see the need for people to agree with me. but in some way, i guess that's not really good also. err, yeah. so like, it's not really a challenge for me to work with people i guess haha. i think God challenges me in a different way. i think i'm a very complex person. complex and confused haha. like, i really do care about what people think of me actually, but yet. i don't just agree with people all the time either. at least, i don't think i do haha. i think i don't know myself very well.
oh well. just some thoughts rolling around in my head. roll roll roll your boat.
exams are over! i just started my holidays today, and tomorrow will be my last day of holidays, if you don't count the weekends :( haha. i start my placement on monday. i'm...ambivalent about it actually. like, i first thought it'll be so fun and exciting. BUT. now i know i need to write a report at the end of it, and attend classes in school too. like special sem laa. plus going on attachment is like having a job, meaning that my days are gone! mmm. okay la, i shall cheer myself up. at least for the next two years i can just take 4 modules per sem. (:
i think it's very easy for things that you do often for a long time to become routine and 'responsibilities'. i don't want to lose the passion.
i want to be a warrior!
a couple of things still left hanging in the air unsolved. can only wait i guess. haha. life isn't perfect, but i shall choose to be contented with what i have. :D
haha. i like the triangle analogy.
smiles @ 01:27.