Wednesday, March 09, 2005
ignored.
time and again.
if u dont want me ard.juz say it ok.?.
im tired.tired of second-guessing u.tired to trying to figure wad u tink.wad u are trying to say.
who do u tink you are.?.
hais.
but its precisely because u are who u are...which is why im bothering to do these things.
feelings cant be controlled...
if i could i would have taken these and deleted them.send to junk mail.block from my inbox foreva.
but i cant.
however hard i try.
i juz cant.
its leading me nowhere...
juz down to u.
but its where i cant go.
where i will not go.
cos it hurts.
bad.
complicated happenings today.
helped him.
helped her.
but whos gonna help me.?.
time and again.
if u dont want me ard.juz say it ok.?.
im tired.tired of second-guessing u.tired to trying to figure wad u tink.wad u are trying to say.
who do u tink you are.?.
hais.
but its precisely because u are who u are...which is why im bothering to do these things.
feelings cant be controlled...
if i could i would have taken these and deleted them.send to junk mail.block from my inbox foreva.
but i cant.
however hard i try.
i juz cant.
its leading me nowhere...
juz down to u.
but its where i cant go.
where i will not go.
cos it hurts.
bad.
complicated happenings today.
helped him.
helped her.
but whos gonna help me.?.
smiles @ 20:03.