Sunday, October 14, 2007
i have come up with 3 rules to my life:
1) do not think too much, ie. jump into conclusions
2) do not worry/be upset about stuff which are beyond my control
3) have lower expectations, esp with regard to human beings
and i broke them all in one day.
oh well.sighhhhhhhhh.
anway, here's my updated to-do list:
1. go lunch-ing/dinner-ing with the many many peoplessssss i promised. (:
2. go to the esplande rooftop garden.(this was on like last year's to-do list.oops.)
3. catch up with the 5-of-us/3:1 people!
4. section-bondinggggggg...............
5. get a boyfriend.HAHAHAHA.just kidding...a's next year, study first, blah blah blah...yes yes i know, dont worry, dont faint. (:
6. go to vivocity rooftop at night.
7. fly kite at marina bay.or wherever that has enough wind.
8. watch high school musical 2.sorry for being so slow.
9. go to the botanic gardens.the loveliness of nature and everything thats green...ohh and pigeons and swans.hahaha.
10. bake a successful cheesecake.maybe with oreo bits on top......
anyway today i had an inspiration...so i wrote a poem.
DON'T LAUGH.
i really did.but unless it is reciprocal, it will never appear anywhere else except in my diary.
and yes, i do keep a diary.can never go wrong with pen and paper, black and white.
maybe there really is nothing going on.maybe everything is not as they seem.maybe it is all a facade, a show, an act.and maybe it might turn out to all i fantasize it to be.
maybe.just maybe.
or maybe not.
who am i kidding?everything was probably a mis-interpretation, a mis-understanding, a mis-whatever...mixed signals.i'll just study for my A's.
full stop.
1) do not think too much, ie. jump into conclusions
2) do not worry/be upset about stuff which are beyond my control
3) have lower expectations, esp with regard to human beings
and i broke them all in one day.
oh well.sighhhhhhhhh.
anway, here's my updated to-do list:
1. go lunch-ing/dinner-ing with the many many peoplessssss i promised. (:
2. go to the esplande rooftop garden.(this was on like last year's to-do list.oops.)
3. catch up with the 5-of-us/3:1 people!
4. section-bondinggggggg...............
5. get a boyfriend.HAHAHAHA.just kidding...a's next year, study first, blah blah blah...yes yes i know, dont worry, dont faint. (:
6. go to vivocity rooftop at night.
7. fly kite at marina bay.or wherever that has enough wind.
8. watch high school musical 2.sorry for being so slow.
9. go to the botanic gardens.the loveliness of nature and everything thats green...ohh and pigeons and swans.hahaha.
10. bake a successful cheesecake.maybe with oreo bits on top......
anyway today i had an inspiration...so i wrote a poem.
DON'T LAUGH.
i really did.but unless it is reciprocal, it will never appear anywhere else except in my diary.
and yes, i do keep a diary.can never go wrong with pen and paper, black and white.
maybe there really is nothing going on.maybe everything is not as they seem.maybe it is all a facade, a show, an act.and maybe it might turn out to all i fantasize it to be.
maybe.just maybe.
or maybe not.
who am i kidding?everything was probably a mis-interpretation, a mis-understanding, a mis-whatever...mixed signals.i'll just study for my A's.
full stop.
Look in those beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky
smiles @ 20:22.